Well...it is my one year anniversary, and sadly, not a good one. I started this blog quite awhile ago with the intent that I would keep it up and keep my weight loss up. Well, sadly, I decided to check on my site {because I completely forgot about it} and realized that one year ago, yesterday, I decided to make a change with my life. It didn't last. I stopped blogging and I don't know that I ever started Clean Eating. I've researched it to death, but I just can't get on board. Why not? I don't know. I really don't know. I guess my best answer is that I'm lazy, and likely don't want it enough. Heck, I'm sitting on my couch right now whining about this rather than getting up and doing something about it. I'm so frustrated. UGH! I want to lose weight, I need to lose weight, why can't I? I. Don't. Know. Enough of the whining and crying. I'm starting over, starting now. I'm forgiving myself for the crap I ate so far today and I'm...